messy but necessary
The boards are primed, and now the experimenting begins. Some of this is stuff I was trying out a long time ago and revisiting, and some is from today. Paint. Collage. Drawing. It all needs to come out.
Maybe I'll find something new and exciting and worthwhile. Maybe it'll feel like a waste of time.
You find one way to do things, and it works, so you stick with it for a while. But eventually you feel like there are other things you want to say, other notes to play. It's messy, but necessary.